Lots of things to be done.....

Been a long time i din blog...dunno why sometimes i feel like my blog is a medium where i spread sadness...i dun fell good abt it at times...as people shouldread something good..something abt happiness...
I'm in Dilemma now whether i should go for my industrial training or not...phewww....
now gotta choose my final year project....all these just reminding that my Uni life gonna end soon....:-)

hmmm another few more days...someone special's birthday...i've tried to send a gift via post..but lame so many exams.....hopefully i could it send by tomm...somehow it'll be reaching late...



I just hope every one is fine... H1N1 is my growing concern...especially in Singapore...i just hope u guys are taking good care of urselves..hmmmmm



-I love you-

Tomorrow Going Back To Kluang

It has been seven months i din go to kluang…Since im on my three weeks break…I’m going back today…today is a very special day 12/5..i saw her for the first time on this date.. :-) i still remember everything… sometimes it is so pain to not to have u by my side…sometimes i’m happy that u would be happy there.. I wish i could see u… ever since u gone i din share anything with anyone… i’m burying everything within me…I really really wish that everything is fine for u.no one hurting u…having good life…mum and dad is fine..u are enjoying life with everyone..u are eating properly… i just hope god give you more strength and ability to help more people… whenever i feel like talking to u..i’ll talk…hope u hear the words… i’m thinking abt u every single day without failing…sometimes nightmare..sometimes sugar nightmares…

A year has gone.. i’m still sticking to the words i told you…you are the most perfect girl i’ve ever seen..My fault, cost me a precious and noble girl..

Throughout the days without u….i’ve taken lots of effort to keep myself busy..just for one reason..i was afraid i’ll lose my sanity.. the exam is over..and i got 3 weeks of holidays…everything coming back..ur thought..i’m happy that i’m gonna spend my holidays with ur thought..

I love you my love…

This was the day….

hmmmm a year has gone without her…a terrible year..sleepless year..no day i closed my eyes without thinkin of her…. I’m just thinkin is she still eating one idli, one thosai..adorable moments..does she look the same..? wat hair style? fingernails…? Still wondering abt the corn…i miss every single moments with her…Time doesnt seems to heal the wound… i tried to msg attei on tamill new year..i still never knew whether dad got his B;day that i sent… I assume they are avoiding me so for my goodness and hers…not to hurt me may be…but i love you guys lots…sometimes it’s pain when has to see you guys as stranger… haix no one would know how much of love i have for attei and dad…apart from her… :-( i would remain silent…that’s the only thing i can do…i do not wish to disturb them..i would be happyy as long as she, mum and dad are happy :-)…

Love you lots minnie…really miss you lots…hope shez fine..i’ve been dreaming abt her lots lately..she looked thin…

Time

Today is 2nd March. I dunno whether i’m moving too slow or the time is flying fast. I realised that if i want to achieve greater heights i shoudn’t waste my time, because Life is made up of time. Life is Time. My monday has just begun with breakfast. Gotta study for mid-term Physiology paper. Bunch of lab reports to be handed in.

Talking abt going to gym i’ve been doing resistance training for past two months, i can see significant difference in my physique. I’ve gained abt 3 to 4 Kg as well. Thanks to the food that i ate. Thanks to the DNA that encoded such food. :-) .

Tiring week…

13 was her birthday….but i din even send her a msg…..wanted to send her a card…i pulled myself back…she might wanna move on…and i dun wan my card or msg to disturb  her…remembering the days i celebrated her birthday would be great enough….

I’m praying that she should be fine….excel in studies and make parents proud…..She very nice girl with noble virtues…..i miss her lots…there is a saying “If you lost something,you have gained something”…the saying is null when it comes to her…:-) i just hope she had a great birthday…

haPPy Birthday and happy valentines

This week gonna be very tiring week…3 tests with lab reports…hmmm……

Optimal Mental State

When do you feel relaxed normally?When we have nothing to do….That’s something pleasant because we have nothing to worry about…but definitely it’ll push into boredom. How about excitement? That’s the substance every1 should possess….lead the life with full of energy…full of excitement…Yes sometimes, unpleasant events hit…doesn’t matter…as long as you wake with a purpose everyday…bedazzle each and every person crosses you…

you’ll see a different…you can bring difference into world you are living…

dun forget anything…dun stop loving….

Even the god has sorrows,what's more if it;s me..:-)

One more day for Chinese New Year.. Wish all my chinese fren Happy Chinese Year...have great year ahead...

I just went out to throw rubbish and the whole place is so dark...almost 99% of students went back for this 1 week Chinese new year holidays...i guess i'm alone here...

I wish i could go back home...but i just cant bring myself back home...i'm afraid i'm suffering from some kinda phobia... Her memories are still haunting me...following me everywhere...partly it's my fault too..keeping her pic everywhere in my room..but i dun have heart to keep to it aside...heart still beats for her(*tear)...

I'm masking all the sorrow in me..at times when people are not around...my thoughts just fly to her....

I'm just thinking what she would be doing right now?sleeping

sometimes the hurting thing is to remain silent with person we love the most...

haix....this pain has no ends...

Shez the most greatest person i've ever met after mum......love you

Dad's Birthday is coming...everytime i send something to their home...my heart hurts...but my love for them is really lots...sometimes i just dun bother the pain...as long as i see some smile on their face...

Kanneer Thuliye thuliye, un kavalaigal thudaithidum kaigal yengge..
Intha Paasam athu romba pollathathu, athile vizhunthal yelunthida vazhiye illai

Shez very understanding person...but not me..may be i deserve this...

yaaridamum kootramillai kaalam seitha kutram ithu thano....

hope shez fine..hope shez not worrying lots...